(Letter to Mother from Satprem concerning the tantric initiation that Mother wished to see X give to two other disciples at the Ashram)
Pondicherry
Sweet Mother,
I spoke to X about the initiations. He told me that he also had seen only two people (when he said 'seen,' I do not think he meant physically). He said that many people would be very eager but rare were those in whom you could have full trust - and perhaps they have reached a stage where it would be difficult for them to submit to the discipline of initiation.
I asked him his feeling about this morning's Darshan. He answered implying, 'I have already, in a few seconds, given my feeling to Mother.'
As you also wished to know his feelings about the playground meditation, I asked him. He told me roughly this: that the afternoon's Sanskrit recording' would be enough to 'set things right,' because there is a Power in it that should help the meditations.
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X came to my room a little while ago and something happened, I don't know what, but it was still this same force that he pulls from me with such great power. But mostly, I wanted to tell you that when I got up (I was at his feet), he was as handsome as a god, his look was divine, it really came from very high above.
Your child, with love.
Signed: Satprem
1. A Sanskrit text by X which was to be played at the Ashram playground just prior to the collective meditation.
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